what to do, my friends are like this only

last night, on fb chat, in a moment of desperation:


am so lost. i dont know what to do or who to talk to any more.

do you want to talk to someone? i wonder who it can be. or what you can do.

i dont know who to talk to any more. ive tried but nothing seems to help.

you want to talk about something specific or just anything.

specific things

that's a tough one i guess.
i wouldnt know who to talk to either

well thanks anyway.

i used to have this strange software a friend gave to me. in which u cud type and the computer replied. it was damn funny.

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This is someone who once clung to me during a psychotic episode. Who felt she could only function - eat, bathe, dress, go potty - if she followed me and my work.

Who refused to budge from my set, kept standing in front of the camera and finally had to be given a sedative.

Yes, I know you're thinking I should turn to more 'normal' people for help - but they really haven't been able to. So I thought I would turn to someone closer to me, who might be able to understand.

Anyway, CJ will have to find her own way out I guess.