Ch

Yesterday k's friend Ch had come over.

In the evening we went down to a nearby restaurant and had idli-dosa and coffee. She is so funny. She was telling stories in such a comic, funny way, we all were laughing.

I haven't had such a good time in a while.

------

I am so tired of trying to be brave, trying to be sensible, doing the right thing.

Not being emotionally dependent on ex-lovers - though I have slipped there twice.

Trying to work out how to create meaning in my life.

Trying hard to be happy.

This morning I just felt I had had enough.

Well, back to it now.